today

Today I broke a record in how many days I’ve gone without dying. Today is the oldest I've ever been. Today I breathe without thinking, without knowing, without caring. Today I go about fearing, struggling, trying, failing, succeeding. Today marks a life and a possible end of it. Today started with light and may end up with nothing, not even darkness. Today is an evidence of the footsteps made without making a dent in this existence. Today is a reminder of a fragile heart and a thin sheer fabric of an unsure courage. Today is a start and an end.