jump.

Sometimes I get so scared that I may not be able to hold myself together any longer. It's dangerous to be on the very edge of a cliff every ticking second. Sometimes I can't fight it anymore and the tip of my foot slips so that my heart scrambles and struggles to catch up with the unbearably fast beating of drums. Sometimes I forget to look forward and look down instead and I falter, my stomach sinks. Most of the time, I want to jump off just so I could end it all. I'm just so tired. So tired. Extremely tired. Everyone forgets and it frightens me that I'm starting to forget myself too.